I've got one more full day here before I go home for spring break. I'm pretty excited to see my parents though I'm sad I won't see my sister. I'll miss my friends though, which is the main problem I foresee over spring break. Of course, it won't be as bad as over winter break, when I ended up being homesick for my school friends. Luckily, I'll be going to visit my love in Florida and her boyfriend, who is also my friend, will be there too. So I'll get two of the four people I would miss. I think maybe this break will be better just because it's shorter. I didn't really start to actually miss anyone last break until midstream.
I guess one of the bigger things that's making me want to go home is that I'm homesick. And I almost started crying about it a few days ago before I realized why I was feeling crappy. And dear god, I hate crying. Especially in front of other people. Luckily, the person I was in front of was all hugs and sympathy. He gets extra points for that. I think I was homesick because I saw one of my friends from home that day. It was great to see her, but it really reminded me of what I miss about home. Another thing I miss is constant reminder of love. My parents love me and I love them and they love each other. And being surrounded by that makes me a happier person. I just don't get that around here. Sure, there are boyfriends and girlfriends (especially in my group of friends) but it's not as real. And I don't really have that. So it leaves me pining for the love at home. Which is why I've decided that I should call my parents more often. It's always such a boost to the spirit when you're reminded that yes, somebody does love you.
That said, I do love my friends, and I love being around them. And I will miss them. But I'm so happy to be going home.
0 comments:
Post a Comment
Thanks so much for visiting and commenting!